This Tendency I have this tendency to spontaneously change I grow my hair long cut it off at my shoulders during a life crisis I wear baggy sweatshirts for a month to wear a little black dress and stun the world I avoided public speaking for years just to one day decide I wasn’t going to be afraid anymore from the moment I met you I knew it was going to be different and I know everyone that’s been in love says that but I know first hand that it is the truth you made me smile and love the color yellow you allowed me to find comfort?in a backwards baseball cap I finally fell in love with summer and purple sunsets with a bright orange sun and the anxiety I get from carnival rides I cut off my long blonde hair in the span of our relationship and turned to dramatic dark brown but it wasn’t the same as the times before this time I didn’t change my hair because I was unhappy this time it was because I was so abundantly happy confident in myself and our relationship when we ended I didn’t change a thing about me after my dance date stood me up freshman year I decided it was timeto get over my fear of public speaking after my first date kissed me then never spoke to me again I gained confidence that I never thought I would ever have somehow losing both of them made me the person I always wanted to be when I lost you I didn’t change at all my heart is still too bigmy confidence is still growing and I still love you I’m finally good enough for myself I just wish I was good enough for you too.